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Mindless Banter by immortal-san, literature

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Mindless Banter

Mindless Banter Lights begin to dim in this small closed room. The sound of music entwines itself around each object. Words building up within, ready to spill across this crowded floor. There's no rythmn here, no rhyme to make everything sound sensible. Hands grab for each other in need. Lips come close to whisper what can't be said in words. Actions and motions complete this world. Waiting for this flashing red light to settle the uncertainty. She doesn't want to sound absurd and vunerable. A heart beaten up but not broken. Ready for this one to prove them all wrong. Clinging to the small grasp of air left. New Year. New People

It's the way. by immortal-san, literature

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It's the way.

It's the way you make me feel when its just the two of us. It's the way you manage to make me feel like I'm floating when my world is falling apart. It's the way you hold me when I need a shoulder to rest my head from the stress of the world. It's how you make the butterflies in my stomache come to life with a mere smile or a squeeze of the hand. It's how you open up to me, and reveal to me your heart. It's the way your presence makes me warm and fuzzy. It's the way everything about you seems to just click with me. It's how you love me for me, faults and all. It's the way you read me like a book, nothing is hidden from you. It's the

Artistry by immortal-san, literature

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Artistry

I am an artist. Yes an artist who uses her brush to make fine details. An artist who closes her eyes and the words just began to flow out. I dont have special techniques like other artists who can draw with the ease of their hand. I admire them, however, I am an artist who relies on her ability to flow, to translate raw emotions into epic words. I can make the reader connect in a way that they feel what I feel. I can pull them into my words as if I were the cowboy and they were the bandit.

Shy girl by immortal-san, literature

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Shy girl

It's odd being around you. And comforting at the same time. You manage a smile on my face everytime I see you. I can't help akward around you. As embarrassing as this seems or sounds. I try to be social with you, but I just can't make a sound. I don't wanna make a fool of myself, especially infront of you. And I want to say alot to you, but I start and then I stop. I want to be able to hold a conversation with you. And end this akwardness. I want us to progess as an "us" without it being consumed by silence. Do you realize its akward too? Or is it just me? I want us to talk, but to shy to ask. I enjoy your company, but you must

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Photography by immortal-san, literature

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Photography

Flashes seen but not heard. Moments fill up the memory card. Color to keep the same perpective. Black and white distort the same image. Objects become subjects. Moments kept forever. Never fading that moment in time. Different moments. Different spaces. Simpler times. Laughter caught in a time frame. Flashes seen but not heard. My camera is my weapon. It makes my moments immortal.

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Girl in the mirror by immortal-san, literature

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Girl in the mirror

I'm looking at the girl in the mirror. The girl with the clouded eyes and foolish hopes. Her eyes scream her sadness and pain. She looks back at me; the girl whose eyes are strong and happy. We understand who the other is; the trials and tribulations. The outcome of the pain and sorrow. I am a girl in the mirror. The girl with dreams and hopes that are a live. My eyes show happiness and life. We are part of each other, future and past. I am the outcome. She is the cause. We are the same.

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There's Nothin' Left 2 Say by immortal-san, literature

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There's Nothin' Left 2 Say

What happens when there is nothing lef to say? When we only yell and argue cause we're in pain. I can no longer say I love you, for I never felt the same, a simple lie I told myself so I wouldn't inflict pain. It would cut like a knife, and you would bleed all on the floor. Knowing that I never loved you would tear you apart once more. We can no longer be together its was both our falults, not just mine, but you brought the pain just as much and you deserve to pay the price. Your leaving me drowning in this rut, and I'm slowly losing air, please let me up again, before I die from this despair. Stop apologising, cause I'm tired

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Creative Anxiety by immortal-san, literature

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Creative Anxiety

Creative Anxiety. Closed doors, open spaces. Nonsensical talk running through my ears. Whispers, people moving fast. Music is my beat; a heartbeat. Close my eyes and take the plunge. Jump into a river of sun. Nothing stops me from this thing we call "Loneliness". Take a seat and hear me speak. Nothing is moving to the sound of speech. Loosen up and relax, take a breather; take a chance. Open wide, let the love come in. And all in all, we are the begining and the end.

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Oct 25
Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: united states
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite photographer: dont have one
Favourite style of art: dont have one
Operating System: Do u mean like a robot?
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: Sea shells! U can hear the ocean in them!!!
Wallpaper of choice: um....thts a toughy
Skin of choice: I do kinda fancy my skin....
Favourite cartoon character: Haji
Personal Quote: "the world is like a large asylum, everyone is an inmate in different wards."

Favourite Visual Artist

dont have one

Favourite Movies

.....u sick evil people why would u make me chose?

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

.....but i have so many

Favourite Writers

Stephanie Meyer

Favourite Games

Valkeryie Profile

Favourite Gaming Platform

Ps2!!!!!

Tools of the Trade

Does that include my camera?

Other Interests

Reading and collecting Manga books, watching anime, listening to music (anime & non-anime)

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immortal-san

Jan 6, 2009

New Year

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Wow. It's hard to look back on 2008 and not see how much has gone. How many horrid things have happened, friends have created distance for whispered reasons, frustrations have loomed, and doubt has appeared multiple times. School has taken so much out of me, its ridiculous. Recently this is once again becoming a safe haven to release my anxieties, my sadness, my emotions in general. I look back and I can't fathom how much time flys by. I am thankful for everyday I am here. Everyday, that I can sit here, and live with hopefully no regrets. So, I wish everyone the best for the New Year, even though I am 4 days late. So, enjoy, life is short and

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immortal-san

Apr 19, 2008

Smile it looks good on you ,D

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Ha. I've been going through tons of stuff. And I'm the type of person that hates being a weak person. I try to always be the strong one and keep myself together so I dont show any signs of weakness. I started pushing people away from me. Its odd. I usually dont do that I keep to myself and I resolve my problems and then I'm my happy self. Lately, it hasnt been that easy. One after another I feel like I'm hit with another problem, and I finally was hit with something that affected my heart so personally, that it caught me off guard and for once in my life I cried infront of one of my best friends. Its odd for me, because I'm not the one to do

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immortal-san

Apr 6, 2008

Pump up the music and drown in the sound.

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I have been struggling with so much  at the moment. I felt as though everything in my life was going downhill. I began to hate myself in more ways than one which was very unhealthy for me to do to myself. But since this weekend started. Wow. It was marvelous, yea I did alot of housework, but I was happy again, and I didnt go emo and moody on everyone. I love today. Something amazing happened!!! One of my struggles has been with my weight and if you ask any of my really close friends they would jump down my throat for feeling like a fat ass. I just have a really low self-esteem. Which hit me hardcore 2 weeks ago. Anyways, y'all are probably li

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LoveHer0919

Mar 14, 2009

Hey Paine

I Love YOu sooooo damn much

immortal-san

Jan 4, 2009

when you are reading this dont stop or something bad will happen! My name is summer i am 15 years old i have blonde hair,many scars no nose or ears..i am dead. if you dont copy this just like from the ring, on 5 more sites.. or..i will appear one dark quiet night when your not expecting it by your bed with a knife and kill you.

this is no joke something good will happen to you if you post this on 5 more pages